The next step.

They have finished the bone marrow biopsy, also the broviac is now in place and now we're onto the tough part the abdominal surgery. I am ready to hold and cuddle and kiss my beautiful baby girl. This day has been the worst of our lives. Waiting around is horrible, the unknown is horrible, feeling this helpless is horrible. She is in great hands and yet there is nothing that can help with the anxiety we are feeling. Our hearts are heavy, we are numb, we are praying like crazy for our baby girl!